Thursday, March 22, 2018

Winter Pics








have been living by these words and bi part of new book I am almost finished
my precious mentors twin grandaughters come home from 7 months in NICU!!!

I love my girl:)

I love seeing cousins together

Didi love at the dance show

lately everyone commenting how much we look alike

Family time!

Boyfriend time



Friend time
New glasses

VP Events campaign!!!!

At Shriners at least with a smile

Guitar from Didi!

I love having a teen daughter!

My darling:)

My view as I awake)

We made a gym in basement! We share it as Beauty dance studio too

new haircut

AmaBella my niece turned 18! we sent her a pandora bracelet

Consolation candy after Shriner appt and bad news

Bday party for Hubbys buddy!

Valentines morning

last day of Accutane

Mama Bear feeling a little better!

Bear cooked a three course organic meal that was so delicious


Day we decided to work together on new business!

Hubbys Brefeuf girls

Hubby and BDay boy




I will launch a new business horray! and keep my other one too!


Love the weekends at cottage!!!

Business partners

Beauty and her ski group she taught all winter

Tuesday, March 20, 2018

Gold Times Two for Beauty At Hit The Floor!!!!





Emma hip hop team HYPE came first place in the massive Hit the Floor competition in Gatineau !!
It was incredible to watch and see as first place is something you don't necessarily experience in a lifetime for this type of thing .
We were so happy for her !

We saw the dance and then had 3.5 hrs to kill before the awards at 8:30 while she stayed with her team . We ate a poutine , watched some utube trainings and decided to go drop a little money at casino ( haven't done this in 3 yrs ! ) 

Show up 15 mins early at awards and they are over !! ( started early !! )

So while her parents were gambling poor beauty is acecepting first place for her team . So we assume they did not win and then see her face and ribbon 30 mins later and see they came in first !!!!
( thank goodness I won 200 dollars in 10 mins at roulette but still would have way prefffeed to see the awards !! -and ps on way back hubby got speeding ticket( first time in his life and lost it all again !! ) such is the way of life 

Crazy driving weekend as back and forth twice to gatineau ( tonight is her solo !!! )

Last night big bday party at a hall in sauveur for one of hubby's friends and was great to see his gang 
Meeting bruce and Terri today for early dinner before the Solo !
Crazy weekend but fun stuff 

Go beauty go for tonight !!!!!! 

Omg omg omg . Just adding this now beauty won the solo competition too !!!!!!!!!!!

So both first place wins this weekend and so u expected by her and by us ! This is unheard of !! And the biggest competition there is !!!  And her first solo of her lifetime !

It was so incredibly fun . We met my uncle and aunt in gatineau at a great Italian resto and had time to chat and talk and was so nice . Terri did emma hair in these tight French braids for the competition . They came and watched the dance and beauty was so proud and happy to have them there in the audience . We all tried to be as objective as possible after her dance and all agreed that she was the best . She was so so so so good and expressive too and her choreo was seamless . Lots of raw talent in that girl 

The funny thing about beauty is she is just so simple . Her coach had to force her to put on more coats of mascara and lipstick . All the solo competitors these fancy expensive costumes and fancy hair with crowns and glitter and their is beauty in her bra and leggings with two French braids . That is so her .
All the rooms pre conpetion were filled with  hundreds of girls practicing and stretching and dancing and doing their hair and there was beauty just sitting and chatting with me and doing nothing 
She didn't even practice this weekend once 
She just shows up and does her thing 
She is my girl for this . This is me exactly ( I didn't even look at myself for more than a minute at my wedding day )
Simplicity 

She was showered by hugs and kisses by is and her aunt and uncle and then her coaches and directors as only 2 solo performers at her whole studio so a big deal for them 
She got beautiful dlowers from bruce and terri and we took tons of pictures . Then anxiously awaited the results 

Was so nice to have family with us to share this . And we had the boys and Didi on text supporting beauty too ! This is just the beginning of competition season and many more to go in next two months 

At the big awards ceremony we almost passed out when they announced her categuy ( solo 16-19 yrs old lyrical ) was "rain " . My heart just soared for our girl  as she won first place !!!

Hype hip hop team and now the solo both first place was not even on the radar of hope . And she did this !!!

It was like the universe was saying " hey girl you are getting rewarded for it it  ans four years and years of dedicadio. We know in a year after that surgery you won't be able to do this again and we want you to know now just how awesome you are right here and right now "

She was so so happy and so were we . It was a weekend full of joy and happiness and pride and exhaustion ( 16 hrs of back and forth driving and Late late nights in school and work nights ) but all so worth it .

We will never forget this weekend and this win 

I chose to make it profoundly happy 
And choose not to allow it to make me profoundly sad 

And you know what ? I think I learnt how to do this ? From our daughter 

I am completely and utterly in awe of her raw talent , her grace , her simplicity and her mindset .

This win is just many of a lifetime for her in all sorts of different and beautiful ways 






















Friday, March 16, 2018

"The Big Three' ETC...

Things going on around here lately ...

I feel like lately I can't find time to write my blog . I am truly juggling two careers right now as I set up for a new full branch of my current business . It will be a very hectic ( but worthwhile ! ) year 
I have honestly not felt this type of passion about work in my life and have barely started . And that is saying a lot as I am often passionate about my work and career . This is big stuff ! Can't wait to reveal it all soon 

So blogs will be a bit of a brain Dump for now as I find my way and find a way to manage this all . Pics will usually be in separate posts too !

Things I want to remember about the Big Three ( my new name for them from this is us show ! ) they have always been like three triplets to me although 18-24 months apart . Have never seen a show more like so elements of our own family :)

Bear  and getting amazing r score and him screaming from his too.  and our  family dance !!



Beauty opening blog book and saying next year mom will blog about nicaruaga trip   and my solo and for sure I will be on front with my surgery !!! Loves how she pretends doesn't care and LOVES it . So much teenage pretending but sending me clear messages " don't forget me mommy ! " 


Chase telling me that he couldn't make  family dinner for valentines in such a respectful  adult way . He is growing up !

Bear just finished poisonous awful accutane for 5 months ! He survived ! Clearer  skin for sure although lots of scarring of course but so much clearer and looks amazing ! So many awful side effects and limitations and so glad off of it now .  Cross fingers doesn't need second treatment !

Chase and I talk business all the time now . All the time . I adore it . Takes a ton of my time as he texts mid day and wants connections for internships etc but I always told myself I would a totally amazing available mom to them as teens and young adults ( even more than when little for me ) and I am trying to stick to that commitment ! I love it and love this new part of our relationship 

Beauty competition season begins today ! Back and forth gatineau all weekend as has team and solo 2 different days ! Meeting Bruce and Terri for dinner and they are coming :) Having Swiss chalet the other night with our girl ! Can't wait to watch her perform ! Especially knowing may need to be last year because of surgery makes it very emotional for all 

Bear made us a three course dinner one night for a course he is taking in humanities on food . All organic and delicious ! Brie and walnut maple syrup roasted , an amazing Chicken pasta and apple crumble ! So like his dad and neat and tidy and all organized and yummy . She was so excited to serve it and we were more excited to eat it ! Beautiful dinner . We joked that organic food makes our family nicer 


Now about us :

Starting new company ! Mine but hubby actively involved ! A sister company to my existing company . Will be launched in September !
Watching over 50 hrs of training materials to learn how to do this right and going to Ottawa for private mentoring for marketing expertise etc . 
A bold career move for sure !! Fun ( and sometimes complicated ) to share  with hubby . Partnering a lot in this! Also it is preparing for in a few years living abroad in various countries once a year for 3 months at a time and being set up to work virtually there . I can't believe I am doing all this alongside a full career . Overwhelming but also feels amazing too 

Had great celebration dinner with bear and me and hubby and Didi our for fondue as accutane finished celebration . Was so fun !


Few trips coming up :

Miami for 4 days at Easter all 5 
Bali for 2 weeks june me and bear and hubby 
Me and great friend in NYC ( she is there for business and meeting her for a wild 24 hrs ! )

Beauty and humanitarian trip in summer to nicaruaga . And bear maybe next year Kenya !

Also business travel for me to Calgary 

Lots of fun summer plans ( sister savvy and brother and his family coming to Trent  . ) Lots to look forward to upcoming 

That's it for now ! Cottage winter season over so weekends some at cottage and some home so that I will miss as love our winter and time there 

Bye bye !