Deliberate Traditions-Friday Nights

So... in line with my goal to be more deliberate in some of my traditions in our home I am starting with our Friday night routines.

When the kids were little we had a really good tradition of every Friday night-coming home from work early, ordering in pizza and cuddling up on the sofa and watching a family movie all together. It was the only time that we ate in front of the TV and the kids loved it. It was so relaxing and a great end to the week.

As of a few years ago this tradition of ours seemed to change. Often the kids would have a friend over and want to watch a movie that we had no interest in, or they would go to a friend’s place on Friday night and not be here at al. We would often have only one out of the three kids and then sometimes 6 kids if they each had a friend over. We decided ordering in was too expensive and the food wasn’t good anyways. We started letting our Friday night slip through our fingers and lost that precious family time together.

We are claiming it back!

My rationale is the following: The kids are getting older and I am finding, ironically less inclined to be with friends on Friday nights as when they were younger. I always want them to feel that they have a good, fun family alternative to spending it with friends. It is important for me to stress to my kids that we always want them with us. Friends are good too-but family is forever. I want to hold onto my kids for as long as possible. I think regrouping together at the end of the week in a fun and relaxed setting is really important for a family to be close and cohesive.

Friday night we all watch three shows together that have been taped throughout the week: Amazing Race, Modern Family and Parenthood. The kids chose them together and look forward to them.
We will order out about 1x per month but the rest of the time will be pasta night on Fridays. Spaghetti sauce, pesto, and tortellini rose etc…. Always with a nice big Cesar salad and garlic bread. On WHITE pasta-the big privilege since my health kick!  Or hubby will pick up sushi or some other special thing on his way home from work. I will always go with one of the kids to choose something for dessert and share it all together. Relaxed family fun-cuddling together on the couch, no chores, no homework-just enjoying each other’s company.

They can always choose to go to a friend’s house-that is perfectly fine. They can always invite friends over too-and that is perfectly fine. The difference is none of these options will be encouraged, but will however be accepted. The other rule will be that Friday night continues on if we have 1 kid here or 3 kids-the tradition will take place regardless of who shows up. Great example is tonight I will not be there as my brother is in town  from the USA and we are going out for a nice long and leisurely dinner together and so I will be abscent, but the rest of the family will continue the tradition together. This is an important aspect, as with 3 kids, two careers, lot of travel on my part for business and a cottage-there seems to often be someone missing..

I am excited about our deliberate new tradition and think it will be a nice thing to have in our home throughout the teen years especially where the biggest message I want my children to understand it” You always have a place here right at home. We are a group of people who love you and we will always be here for you. We want you here, and value you and are interested in you. We enjoy your company”

As I re-read my above post I recognize its simplicity. No big deal-most people probably do this in their homes on a Friday night and we have often done this too on most Friday nights anyways in the past. What is different for me it’s that it is now a deliberate choice that I am committing to from this point forward.  Its simplicity is the key to its success for me.

As psychologist and physician Dr. Gordon Neufeld says “join forces to tackle one of the most disturbing and misunderstood trend of our time-peers replacing parents in the lives of our children. It’s important for families to find solutions to restore the intuitive child- parent bond to its rightful place to what nature intended: the true source of contact, security and warmth”

Trust that the Dots will Somehow Connect

“You can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backward. So you have to be able to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future” (Steve Jobs, 2005 )

Yup… so this is what I will use as my compass for my big 40 decade that I just turned this weekend. It’s rare that a quote jumps out on me and has as much impact on me that this one does. It’s what I will repeat over and over, and likely soon hang on my walls.

Speaking of birthdays I had the best birthday(s) my life actuallyJ

I have not been this spoiled, and been made such a fuss over for a very long time. My birthday seemed to go on and on and on. I was actually a little bashful about it really.

That being said, I have also never felt so appreciated and recognized. I enjoyed every single spoiling moment.

I was part of the initial planning (of course) but then was totally out of the details (how relaxing!).

When asked about turning 40 I was really against a big party. I like intimacy-I like people close to me. I like to talk to the people and sit beside them when they come to my party. So we split it up into a number of parts.

The only people missing for me in this celebration were my brothers and their families. I wish they lived closer and could have been there for these special occasions. In spirit though-they are always there-the three of us emailing, talking texting and just loving each other always is just as special to me.

Get together 1-

Was at Trent on a gorgeous September day with the leaves starting to change colors in the mountains. The New Heights group and all their kids came to spend a fun, relaxing, and spendid day in the sun. Boating, tubing, hot dogs and hamburgers. Kids running everywhere just the way I love it, to the neighbors and back, on the trampoline and to next door again. It was a perfect day. Mainly it was just an excuse to get all these wonderful people together, but was icing on the cake when I had a yummy birthday cake, some gifts and a very special early gift from my daughter who recorded “Favorite Girl” at a professional recording studio with my Mom and showed it to the 27 of us all that evening. Might qualify as the best birthday gift ever! I love the gifts I got that day-most of which have stayed at Trent and are special and precious keepsakes of me to build memories on.

Get together Number 2.

This one was over the top. What made it so special were all the surprises!!!! My hubby went up and decorated the whole place for me. Big birthday signs on the door, lots of balloons, 40 signs everywhere (In case I had forgotten) my favorite candies, chocolate, salted nuts and fave  food everywhere in sight. Dozens of pink roses everywhere too. Fireworks at 11pm outside-it was truly amazing. We had  four of our closest couples friends up there so with us made 10 of us. Everyone left their kids at home and came to spend the weekend. It was fun to have an overnight with all of our buddies. Felt like we were teenagers. 

There were so many moments that weekend that I will engrain in my memory forever it was so special for me. I think what really made it precious was the people who were there. Each one is such a different friendship and so unique to both hubby and I. Have contributed immensely to who we are, especially as parents. With each one we have such a feeling of “being in this together” . We have watched eachother'ss kids been born, watched kids beginning schools, watched as families have been blended. Been there through heartaches and losses, triumphs and moments of sheer joy. We have shared ourselves with these people and they have shared themselves with us.

We took a look at this group around us  and were very thankful for the extremely close relationships we have with all of them.

Highlights of the night: Sister Savvy’s birthday scrapbook.. I received from Savvy an extremely thoughtful and precious scrapbook of memories. She had written to all my loved ones and put everything together into a gorgeous birthday book with pictures, headings, decorations and everything else. I can tell you my mascara ran long and hard that evening. I can sincerely say that everyday since; I have either looked at the book myself or shown it to someone else. The best part for me is that Savvy did not have time to do this-she has 5 kids! And a big job! And went away twice this summer! She truly made time for ME…this for me was a really wonderful and true sign of love. I will never ever forget this Savvy.  She even made time for me to make one of my birthdays CD's again!
It felt amazing for me to introduce Savvy’s wonderful man to everyone . We have been bragging about him for a few years now and how wonderful he is…and felt so good to have him and Savvy there together. Made me so happy and gratful for  these two amazing friends , so perfect for each other and so compete. I wish hubby had not been so hard on her for not baking homemade muffinsJ

Highlights for the Sweethearts: Cupcakes, Baked Alaska and Aprons (need I say more!)

The Sweethearts were exactly like their name. Sweethearts. Each time they are around…..everyone around them seems to be drawn into them and surrounded by their love, their affection and there joy of life.

My cupcakes and cake were beyond words they were so good…when Miss Sweetheart bakes she truly bakes from the heart. Lucky for our stomachs and waistlines-she seems to love us a lot!

I will never forget my apron gift either.. Especially that we took pictures of it and forgot and  played them and displayed on the big TV with Emma there later. She has still never come up from underneath the the table she is so embarrassed-lol!!!!

My Soul keeper and her wonderful man were also there of course. What is incredible about this couple is just genuine and so natural they both are. When you come in contact with them you just feel as though they have known you all of your life. With them having the  youngest kids of the group, it's funny how this couple for us has been the one who we have as mentors for raising older children. Both social workers and now one a teacher, having worked with teenagers most of their careers….we are lucky to have these two as guiders, supporters and counselors for us.  Our ways and values around raising kids are so similar and it is such  a valuable gift for us to be able to go through life with these two on our journey as parents and friends. I also loved my pillow and my GraceBay frame so much.True gifts from the heart.

Last but not least the Holidays provided us with music, love laughter and entertainment all evening along with wonderful and gorgeous gifts carefully chosen and selected. Miss Holiday had to get off the boat but was ever present for the remainder of the festivities. Mr. Holiday even feels asleep on the coach with many around singing Cherokee! We can always count on this wonderful couple to be the life of the party, make us laugh and be there for us through the many moments of our lives.

That weekend was absolutely perfect. I would not have changed a single moment.

Get together Number 3-

I have an amazing spa day planned with my beautiful friends, Childhood Wonder and Soul keeper. I can’t wait!!!!! The birthday would not be complete if the three high school buddies who have bloomed into Mommies could not spend the day together in a hot tub. I don’t think it will be possible to all be silent in the relaxation corner with the three of us there-we all have way too much to say. These girls…..are amazing women and have been there for me for some many moments of my life. I am so deeply thankful for both of them. They may not know it, but both of them have defined me in so many ways. They are so much a part of who I have become and themselves and their families of orientation and now their families of procreation have contributed to my suitaces of experiences, values and defining life moments so very much.
When my Dad died...it was their two faces that I looked for at the funeral..... and I searched and saw them and was able to go on with my eulogy.

Get together Number 4-

Happened this weekend on my real birthday weekend and was hosted by Uncle Chez Vito and Aunt Chiffon. Best meal ever , cinnamon chicken over couscous and homemade Eastside Mario’s salad. Loblaw’s cake to perfect the occasion. Again a night where I was truly spoiled.

My Mom planned party games, prizes and everything!!!

Each gave a speech that they had written out and this time lots and lots of tears again. Veto and Chiffon..you are amazing people. How lucky I am to have you in my life. And to think you think so highly of me???

I was given beautiful gifts by all including a magazine subscription called “More” by  my two wonderful cousins  (and godchildren). Even though it is for middle aged woman-I love this magazine-hee hee! My Mom gave me her incredible bag full of gifts as usual including a very special rock shaped like a heart. The kids all made gorgeous homemade gift under the supervision of my Mom and even included each a sign they painted for their rooms at Trent with the names they came up with.

 I proudly introduce-three newly named rooms at Trent: Blue-Sky, Chill and Wave Setter.

The best part-a whole bunch of pages added to Savvy’s scrapbook from Mom, all three kids and my Protector. Each with an incredible amount of love in them and devotion…

Bear’s poem to me ended with. “My Life without you Mom would be a Disaster”. That was a pretty big recognition I must say! I worked for this goal all my life:
"Fender Offer of Disaster"-love it!

Mom’s gorgeous card with  what is supposed to be me on a horse with wild colorful hair prancing into the next stage of her life. Being set free. It’s a framer for sure. When I think of my Mom I will always think of this horse from this point forward and proudly wear her charm around my neck for good luck.

Thanksgiving the next day was just as good. All 3 kids having run in a 5km with my Uncle and Aunt in Ottawa, a big hike in Gatineau Park and the waterfalls and Bear carving turkey under the  gental guidance and supervision of Chez Vito. Chase and charades and Beauty and her 207 hits to her You-Tube video. Mom the fountain of youth climbing waterfalls, Chez Vito with his sincere and heartfelt wishes and thanks, and Chiffon in her beautiful new kitchen the center of all this love. Their two cubs with wonderful and heartfelt thanks for their education and support at the Thanksgiving table and my admiration and joy at the beautiful and incredible and responsible people that have become in their young adulthood.

My husband sitting right beside me holding my hand.

Last but not least, before my sendoff to accept our HR Award in Switzerland this afternoon an amazing and heartfelt card from my boss at work. Her belief in me and my potential.....has truly changed what I  myself believe I am capable of in life. She said she is excited to sit back and watch my next decade. She also said that “I am extremely easy to be kind to”. What a lovely compliment and one that I will always remember.

It all impressed me so incredibly much.

It impacted me to no end.

It made me realize just how very much I am loved and cherished.

Made me conscious of how much love I have given to others in my life.

Made me fully understand that everything will come together just in the way it should be.

It will all be ok. It will all work out just fine.

Made me realize how important it will be in this new decade to sit back more and enjoy the ride. It's the actual ride that counts right?

Have full faith that the dots will somehow connect.

Enjoy connecting them. Delight in the process.Never lose sight that this is the ONE life I have to live.

Happy Birthday to ME.

A heartfelt thanks to Steven Jobs for putting ideas in my mind, words in my mouth and a compass for my new direction.

FAQ- Alignment between Parents in Childrearing

“My spouse and I get along very well but often disagree on how to raise our child, discipline techniques and overall family routines. Is this a problem? Can you recommend a tool that can help us out?”

This is probably one of the biggest topics that my clients and many families I know struggle with in parenting. Alignment-or often lack of alignment, between a child’s two parents. In the case of blended families I am sure it is a whole other situation entirely with a more complex set of circumstances...and I am not an expert at all in this area, so I speak below for the families with two parents living together.

One of my favorite techniques for alignment comes from a book called "The Explosive Child" by Ross. W Greene.

In his book, Ross discusses the concept of "Baskets" I love it. I use it all the time, I coach on it regularly and I believe into it wholeheartedly.

I use this concept and encourage parents to sit down and make a laundry list of issues, behaviors and situations that they have to nag their kids on  in their homes on a regular basis (cleaning up after dinner, brushing teeth, doing homework, talking back, going to sleep, waking up, going to church, swearing, being disrespectful etc..)
Once these issues are on a list,  I ask them to sort them out into three Baskets which each parent completes first individually.

(In my own words!!)

Basket A- the "No!-You must!-You Can't ! basket. Important basket.

Basket B- contains behaviors that you have decided are important but over which you will not lose sleep. Somewhat important basket.

Basket C-holds behaviors that may have once seemed high priority but have since been downgraded considerably. Irrelevent basket

How do you think most people’s baskets look like initially? Guess?

Most of the parent’s pages are filled with basket A’s. A few basket B’s. No basket C’s . Usually the two parent’s baskets are also very different in terms of what even makes it on the list at all.

The goal? To reverse this. A few basket A’s; plenty of basket B’s and many basket C’s. Second goal-to agree on this shared list as parents.

You have to choose your battles in life when it comes to kids and life in general. Before you do this-you have to know what your battles even are or what you want them to be.  Most importantly you have to agree and align on this with your partner-or your household can become a place of insecurity, instability and chaos for your child.

I think some of the happiest kids I have seen come from families where both parents are aligned and consistent in their discipline. In one family you might observe that those kids are always super polite at the table (table manners basket A) but when it comes to doing homework they sit and do it in front of the TV (basket B) Both parents agree to this and execute these expectations in their home.

Another family could be that teenagers are at home at a strict curfew (basket A) but does not matter how often they do or do not take out the garbage (basket c). Parents are aligned on what they are willing to make a fuss over.

On a personal note my  own house looks something like this: Kids all quiet and doing lots of homework everyday, kids in bed and calm at same time every night without a fuss, kids all present at all family events and socialize often with other adults & friends  in an engaging, social and respectful way (basket A).

Kids do their chores well sometimes and sometimes our house looks like a warzone, they smell good on special occasions and smell like sweat on some days of the week, their teeth are brushed but not flossed most days, and they are often found in the house being loud and running around with each other while other times cooperatively hanging out together outside (basket B).

They eat like birds off of baby sized plates (still), they don’t make their beds ever, they wrestle and scream a lot while simultaneously acting annoying and obnoxious and practically  every show or movie they watch is rated above PG 13 (basket C).

Oh ya… and they spill syrup on the floor without cleaning it up (should be a basket F for this one).

So first step is to know what is important to you and second step is to align. Is it easy to do this? No of course not! Who ever said parenting was easy and simple?? If they did they lied to you.  This is actually a lethal activity to do! Time-consuming, bureaucratic, hard to find time for and often not a pleasant and enjoyable task.

That’s ok. It’s worth it for the peace it will bring to your home down the road. It’s part of parenting in a deliberate way.  I recommend it should make it onto your “to do list” in the same way that laundry miraculously does.

Traditions Around Here that Already Exist-Celebration!

We leave important meetings at work for it and drive home and back to work again . We each  give him a big personal hug and kiss. We leave our clients in the waiting room and close our office door and blare his motivational song on You-Tube over the phone as a way to surprise him with the news.  His Sister and Brother cry for him (one in joy and the other TBD). We encircle him and give him the bumps again. We write an email to everyone we know with the good news. We bring home a special dessert to all share together. We let it slip that he was supposed to be on a consequence tonight because he was rude this morning.

We celebrate each other. Always. No matter what. No matter where we are-or what we are doing. Each other’s successes always come first. We do the same with Disappointments. It’s the Five of us (and six with my Mom!). Forever and a Day.

Today I said to my hubby as we received the news:

“Can he do this..this incredible and amazing school but at the same time -this tough, elite, hard,  high performance driven school? Is this the right place for certain-can we actually handle this with two of them now there. Will we  all survive this?”

My hubby full of loving and calm conviction said back:

“We  can and we will do it. It is hard work but he and we will certainly do this   it. It is the perfect place for him. Life is not made to be easy”

Congratulations Bear! You did it!

Coming Complete with Capability

I was going to call this blog post “Coming Complete with Caring” but then I decided it was not that at all.

It actually has nothing to do with caring. I could never, ever not care or care less.

What I have to complete with is actually fueled by my immense caring. It’s caring enough to set myself free. It’s caring enough to let go in sometimes and often.

One of my Teachers of Transformation taught me the term “coming complete” and it is now part of the daily language I use. I have used this term on by blog before and referred to it. I have used it in the way of “coming complete” with a friend or family member on issues, or conflicts, or in terms of being fully honest and not holding grudges.

But what I am about to do right now is way bigger than that. It is HUGE for me  actually and I won’t be doing this often because it not something you do everyday.

I am going to make a declaration. I am going to once and for all come complete on something that is actually ruining my life in many ways up until this very moment.

Here it is. It it time.

October 3rd 2011

I declare that I am officially complete with taking on the worrying for my kids about parts of their lives that belong to them. I declare that I am complete with projecting onto them in some situations incapability. I am done with this.

Gosh that felt good. Seriously-since now I declared this I have to live into this. I am accountable my friends. I may sway in the wrong direction at various points but now that I have declared it-I owe it to myself to always get back on the right path. At least now I know what the path is even….

Glad I declared this before my big 40th birthday coming up this week..it needed to be done.

I am putting this under the “Teen” section because I am finding that such a declaration is important especially as our children enter those all important and complex teen years. I think letting go (and sitting back and praying for them!) is actually a fundamental milestone that we all have to pass through to really be successful as parents. I have not been able to pass into this stage yet-I am struggling with it immensely.

I  am so often the one to give the parenting advice that it is really an amazing feeling to be the one getting parenting advice every once in a while. I need to ask for it more. I need to be supportable by others much more often-it feels so good.

Today, I cried my eyes out on the phone to my poor Heartbeat, my Mom for almost a full hour. It reminded me of how capable she holds me as her daughter. She listened well, she advised, she comforted me. And then she went on with her day.

She did not fall apart because her daughter was falling part. I doubt she is taking at Ativan tonight because her daughter sounded desperate and miserable. I doubt that she has any doubt that I can handle what I am going through and that I can get through this….in my own way. She believes in me fully. She thinks more of me than I do of myself.

Does she run over here and make it all better? Does she stop everything she is doing and focus only on how to make it all better for me. Does she stay up all night and write a long list of solutions and hand it to me the next morning in a rainbow colored envelope with a chocolate inside? Does she sit there in fear of me being sad? Does she cry herself to sleep at night because I am feeling pain and struggling?

Does she try to make it better for me to make herself feel better ?

No she tries to make me…..heard and supported and validated as a person. She believes in me. She knows I am capable to handle whatever life throws at me.

So today as I was in pain and I listened to my smart Mother talk me through it,  it finally clicked for me that part of getting some of her joy and peacefulness in my own life is to simply claim it back for myself. Let my kids (especially my teen and tween) take back some of the stress that I so heavily carry for them without them even asking for me to take on this load. Set them free. Set myself free.

It’s time to give Back one Big suitcase Baby. If you need help carrying it…. let me know I will be more than pleased to give you a hand.

Gratitude Week of Oct 1st-Scales that Tell the Truth

This week my gratitude is abundant and overflowing.

It is thankfulness for two scales!

Yes you heard right.... scales.. you know the ones that weigh you?

Nope I did not lose the five pounds I wanted to. But realized that my own scale is a BIG LIAR! In a good way.

I had an appointment last week at work called “Know your Numbers” where we all had to meet with a nurse and get weighed, take height, track BMI, take a bunch of blood tests and have our blood pressure measured.

Of course I told myself that their scale would of course be 5 pounds higher since I had already eaten breakfast, and was dressed in layers instead of naked hungry me in the morning usually getting weighed on my own scale. I emotionally prepared myself...

Well gosh darn dammit-I weighed in and I was 6 pounds lighter on their scale!!!

So this was a tricky one- they had a broken scale but oh well if all of us at that company would feel mentally better after leaving that appt eh? Isn’t this mental ease better than knowing the real numbers.  It would have been easier to just let it go if I weren't in charge of the entire Wellness  program..tough choices. So I told the nurse that her scale was off  (integrity is important right?) She said that it was fine and accurate-I love these 19 yr old  nurses right out of school they are so incredibly smart.

So then this week my life insurance is being renewed so I try to eat a bit less this weekend for the big weigh in this morning again with a different nurse who came to my house. (Thank God these things take place before Halloween!) So she gets to the height part and says “How tall are you?” and I tell her. She gets to the weight part and says” Can you step on my scale please?”

Why is it that they believe your height that you tell them but not the weight….is it possible that some people actually lie about this??? (Yup that might be me!!!)

So I get on it-same layers-same pop tart (and healthy apple) sitting at bottom of stomach weighing me down again. And I am a magical 3 pounds lighter on her scale too! I felt like I won the lottery-yet again!!!!!

So an incredible start to the day of course.

Lesson learned. My scale is a liar. I love my scale now.

Note to all friend and loved ones: If ever you need a good dose of depression or push to exercise a bit more come over to my house-step on my lying scale and look at your naked body  in the wall to wall surrounding mirrors of my bathroom. Always an excellent start to the morning. Sometimes my mom refuses to stay overnight with the kids becasue she is fearful of my bathroom ...for real.

My last question of inquiry for all of you is: Why do they take a person’s blood pressure BEFORE they stick a needle in your “veins so delicate we have to use a baby’s needle it is so hard to draw blood from you” or before they put you on their scales?? Why is this?

No wonder my blood pressure has been high at times. No kidding!!!! Qualifies as a traumatic experience for meJ))

(I love days when a few extra pounds are my biggest worry. These qualify as really good days as far as I am concerned!)

Two New Sections on my Blog

There are a couple of sections on this blog that I am going to add as of this week:

1-Frequently Asked Questions

2-Deliberate Traditions

The Frequently Asked Questions part-by reading other blogs I enjoy, I decided will be a good idea for my own blog. I will take the questions from various sources-based on comments I get directly in this blog or in response to my blog in general through feedback received, or Parenting Workshops that I have offered that these particular questions come up, or  questions and inquiries through my coaching clients and colleagues  that are being asked on  regular basis around parenting or work life in general . This will be an easy format for me to respond in a QA type of style and I will post them under the appropriate age categories or balancing work and life section

Deliberate Traditions, I  will alternate between this section and my Gratitude section. It is a place (as you can tell from the name) for me to be more deliberate.

Again in reading some of the other blogs I have read what I have enjoyed most is learning traditions that  others do in their homes that I would not have thought of myself. I then consider these traditions and apply them or tweak them to our own family situation.

Traditions have always been extremely important to me.

I remember as a child craving them the way some people do chocolate.
We had some  really good ones in our house…such as yearly going to work with my Dad, coming home and searching for candy in a purple gum machine and running up the stairs to lie with my Mom in bed and tell her all about my day every night. We also had out food traditions such as smokmeat at Chenoys and Gigi’s submarines and had Sunday night movie night.

These were by far some of my best childhood memories.

That being said-although we had some traditions-they were not nearly enough to fulfill the desire in me for routine, stability and things I could look forward to year after year.

I remember missing some specific traditions that would occur year after year at Christmas, Thanksgivings and Birthdays. Although we always celebrated these holidays and had a lot of fun-what I missed was the ceremony and tradition around them. I wished that the same exact people would be there year after year and not ever change. Sometimes we would do it one way, sometimes another way. Sometimes we would string popcorn and sometimes we wouldn’t. Sometimes we would put up the tree and play music weeks before and decorate it and some years we would put it up the night before. We always had birthday parties-but our birthday mornings differed each year and there weren’t special traditions around my parent’s own  birthdays.

I remember the holidays that we did have traditions for I looked forward to so much more. The orange table cloth and note from the Easter Bunny at Easter. The stockings jammed packed with gifts every Christmas morning and the letter from Santa and the cookie crumbs. My Christmas pyjamas were always really sweet.

I loved that my dog left me a birthday gift under his sleeping carpet at the bottom of the stairs one year. That was the best.

I loved having spaghetti every Halloween night before trick or treating even if I only had one spoonful because I was too excited-I still wanted to know that spaghetti would be there year after year. It always was.

What I have come to realize is that tradition is really important in families. It takes a lot of time and preparation on the parent’s part and a lot of  self-discipline, but really I think it’s what the kids remember about their childhoods the most.

In my own adulthood, we have many, many traditions in our home and at our cottage but what I am less good at are the actual holidays. Sure I do my things and have some traditions but they are not half as good as they could be and not quite as deliberate as I would like them to be.

I have to admit that most the time after Christmas rolls around with having 4 /5 birthdays in our home within 4 weeks of X-mas-I am just to damn tired to put up a mistletoe and spend time on Advent CalendarsL

That however is no excuse at all since it is not my kids faults at all that hubby and I chose to procreate each year at the same time! Why should they pay for our carelessness in choosing??

So I will have a section of Deliberate Traditions to make up for it. On it I will highlight traditions that we already do in our family (which there are many of) and traditions that are new that I will be putting in place that we need to get better at (which there are also many of).

Too bad the first one coming up is Halloween…no offense for all you Halloween Lovers- but this is the only one I really truly despise. I know Bah Humbug to me!  I could live the rest of my life never having to see an other SuperHero  or Princess at my door...(I know ... I know... I suck).
I could certainly live the rest of my life never having to dress up as a banana at work again.

The only thing I like about Halloween is stealing the kids red candies and Crunchie bars when they finally get back home.

And oh ya..I like eating the spaghetti too.