I have no makeup and i pulled my daughters hair
Not every day is good
Yesterday was not even close to good or normal
I got fed up of having forgotten my makeup at home for now close to 2 weeks . Aggravated . Annoyed. Seemed like a big problem at the time
Completely unrelated and much worse is that beauty and i had an outrageous blowout. And i led it . Every profanity came out of my mouth imaginable . And i pulled her hair many times and she was even left with a scratch on her forehead
I have never ever had this type of interaction with her or resorted to this completely unacceptable behaviour on my part. We were both in complete shock. Literally
It was the finale to a long history of years of accumulated rage inside of me as to the way she treats me so continually and other members of our family . I lost it and it scared the hell out of me and her
I can never take it back . Will be engrained in her forever . It really shook her up. Who knows where it will lead . Very likely to positive things as she was so scared ans will maybe change the behaviour but that is not at all the point . It was wrong and i knew it and she knew it and i felt sick all day with shame. I may never recover
Just saying its not always all peachy for this " extraordinary " mom . Not at all
And the only solace i have in this is that i have the chance to be authentic and admit it here and keep it real for you
In the morning i felt like having no makeup was a big problem
By the end of the day i could not care less
