What I have learnt this week is we all believe in
different things but the bottom line is: Faith helps.
Those who do have faith in something somehow have comfort
and solace and maybe even better outcomes. For some that could be traditional religion,
for others a belief in nature, for some a belief in the power of spirits or
memories, other lucky charms, others mantras, some sacred blessings to injured
knees to heal, wishes sent to the sky for nannies passed away, wishes for
fathers to try harder to do better in death than in life.
You just got to have faith.
That things will be ok. That they will turn out ok.
That
everything will be allright in the END. And if it is not….. It is not the end.
I have lots of faith and many lucky symbols. I pray
thorough Sister Savvy all the time for important things and even less important
things (cool she lets me eh???). I pray to Soulkeeper’s mom Catherine who died
when we were teenagers and now her precious Nanny too who we are convinced has
teamed up with my Dad as a threesome to watch over our two families (we find
great comfort in this as both of us had parents who had a hard time on their
life on earth parenting us ). I use my lucky charm necklace for health stuff
and surgeries and my Knowing perfume which I lost recently to be in “the know”.
I have a bendable monkey on my sink that I twist his body
in the direction of my heart or purpose and a bald stress man that I squeeze
when I want to throw my kids across a room. I have a lucky work charm bracelet
and a power interview suit. I have lucky underwear too of course. New thing is
standing like a super hero for 5 mins before important eventsJ
We all do it differently-but really it all comes down to
the same thing: hoping and praying that this world will be kind with us and
allow us to continue living well and inhabiting the bodies we live in well.
Just got to have faith. Whatever that means to you. It
feels good and is a comfort. And who does not need a bit of those two things?
Bring it on!
And ps-I lost my 7 yr pen two months ago and searched and
searched for it for weeks. Today it turns up. At 10:01am. Lucky /Smart Girl. That was
a real sign.