He arrived!!! Last night in time for dinner on Canada Day.
Happy Healthy, little blue package.
We got the phone call that baby was healthy and a BOY during our dinnertime and we all screamed and shouted for joy. It was sooooo exciting!!!!
There was something about her having him that just made my heart melt. Three kids just like me…two of one gender and one of the other.
With two beautiful daughters at home, After so many miscarriages, and very difficult ones, and so many painful periods, and fears and worries..she got her little boy. Her healthy third child. Boy or girl always feels like such a miracle.
She told me on the phone she felt peace and that made me really, really happy...
And as usual she was calm, serene, sweet and wonderful, my Soul keeper friend. The picture that was sent to me today could have been pulled from the pages of Vogue…she looking like she just got off the runway instead of in the hospital juts having given birth. I love her too much to feel jealousJ
She radiated peace and beauty. Those lucky kids....they will spend their lives being adored by her and adoring her that is certain..
So I went to bed last night all wound up, and all content, and so happy that I could feel such happiness for others. So happy that I am at a stage of my own life that I have time to enjoy others children as mine get older, so proud that I am able to access within my self so much happy, pure joy for someone else I love.
To have her happy, happy life be just so beautiful to watch unfold.
I am more than glad that she has a son. To me…..there is nothing in the world…like having a son. Having a son grow up and loving him and having him love you…..it is an amazing feeling. And just like having a daughter is beautiful, having a son is too-in such a different way. I am happy I can share this with her now.
After what seems like a lifetime of dreaming of girls, and wishing for my own girl, and wishing for other people’s girls…I am glad that what made my heart leap last night was her boy.
Knowing full well the love, and joy and path that are ahead of her as a mommy to a son.
Going to sleep last night so grateful and so thankful for the miracle of life that I am so happily part of.
Thinking and dreaming of all the ways this woman has changed me over the last two years in the direction that I needed to go..through pure and unconditional love for me. Letting me be me..and accepting me as I am and holding my hand firmly ,as I have shyly but surely altered parts deep within myself. She has changed me as a Mother.
I can’t wait to meet your son tomorrow, Bella…….sweet dreams.
