Tuesday, October 09, 2012

Abundance


 
This was the word my husband gave me as a gift this year.
It was utterly romantic and sweet and touching.
He symbolized it with a charm to add to my bracelet. A little shell with a mother of pearl inside.
He said I was the center of abundance in our lives. The center of our happiness.
I got my own word. Yay.

Whose bday is it today?

Moi.

Not the big party it was last year (or parties that is). I guess will have that again in another nine years. However plenty of moments to remember of bday stuff and general long weekend of thanksgiving.

Don’t ever want my blog to be too blah..blah..blah..so here is the summary of what is going through my mind on this special day:

My absolute favorite part of today was coming home from work at 6:30 and seeing my family dancing as I came in the door to one of my favorite songs “Call me Maybe”. Music blaring, in a line all four, then they turn around and each have a sign on their backs spelling “We love you tons!!!!” Blaring turned up to the max took my coat and grabbed me and had me dance with them on the coffee table and all of us together.
I actually cried believe it or not. (I don’t really do stuff like that). It made me feel….just so loved.

Wishes:6 wishes one for each at 11:11-so sure they will all come true: pain free and boyfriend for her, office and continued positive path for him, same amazing track for him, best school for her, coming into his own and continuing sweetness for him. Two bestselling books for me. Beauty gave me 5 more wishes with pennies on an envelope….so really 11 in total.

Great gifts! Yes. Top of list Zach and him getting to keep his health (thank God!), Mom’s amazing surprise bag and pink grapefruit cream, 17 new books bought at full price, bracelet from Mikonos, horse notebook for wishes, my own candy poster! Fudge and beautiful candles! Little expensive maroon cookies! Laffy Taffys just for me!!! A new charm for Links of London-symbolizing abundance! Party of Five seasons!

Experiences-bring them on! Lunch with little Shelley (so niceJ) , amazing day ahead at Trent, lunch with Sweetheart and Holiday later this week, Trent with Savvy soon!! Loblaw’s cake and Mommy Dearest with Mom and clan., curry chicken and pressies with Family of Five, Villa with Wonder and basking in sweetness of Soulekeepper and her babes upcoming and takeout.  Special calls from sista and bro and lots of friends and family. Beautiful Indian dinner and cupcakes and dances. The table set just so with the birthday basket. Kisses and hugs from my family. Beauty and bonding. Hubby and closeness. As I read this I realize I am spoiled! And loved!!!
 
Grateful: for life, for health, for my career, my family, my wonderful husband. For being able to say yes, and no, and get the chances I do every day to live out my dreams. For having begun a journey of a lifetime, and get to see my kids grow, and for holding on to the sentiment that “you can do whatever you want in life”. You can beat the odds, and make your life happen. And for never ever taking a single moment for granted.
Grateful for being invited to new places, and being loved, and re-establishing connections where they have been broken.

Mostly-for knowing where my priorities are and having the strength to stick to them.
Because really you all give me so much inexplicable joy in those priorities and those moments. It's easy to have laser focus with all of you around.

Those moments-they mean everything to me. And I intend to live a whole lot more. With you.