“When
you walk into a room pretend they all adore you”
You know those quotes that change your whole life? This one
did for me. And below it in the magazine I read it in it said that it had
changed the life of a well-known person too. I can see why.
For me it is about a room full of people. A family a husband.
A friend.. An enemy. I will write a whole blog on it one day soon..but wanted
to write it down short and sweet before I forget it.
And then a lovely text from my Soulkeeper (she won’t care
if I write what she wrote I know that..)
She is just so beautiful. So graceful. So damn evolved.
“I
never want you to do anything out of guilt or obligation in our relationship
that would go against the integrity of our relationship. If something is not
good for you then ultimately it is not good for me because it would come from a
place of guilt and our relationship is so above that..I want us to commit forever
to being honest with each other and honest with ourselves in our relationship”
And the best part of this lovely morning text? There was
no situation or conflict. And nothing wrong. Just words of wisdom for our friendship in
general.Just a gift. Free. No strings attached. Just a simple gift. Underserved
really.
“And
be honest with ourselves in our relationship…”
Have I really ever been honest with myself entirely? Never
mind another human being? Have I 100% and fully??? 99% is just not good enough.
We have been friends forever since high school and super
super close (with a big unfortunate break in between when we were still connected
but not half as close for some years). Her Mom died tragically when we were
late teens. I will never ever ever forget it.
I always tell her that her Mom somehow made her into an angel for the rest of the living world to delight in.
For her to save. And I truly, truly, truly believe this. Thank you Catherine.
This girl is like a moral compass to me. “V” She is where I want to be in my life. And
lucky me I have her steadily and warmly holding my hand as I try desperately to
get there.
This kind of text moved me to no end. It felt so damn
good to have a moral compass provided to me on a silver platter. Something that
had never occurred to me at all…was given to me..no strings attached. And I am
not sure I have ever felt this liberty or freedom as I did reading this today.
I felt peaceful. Ahhh...
Happy Friday!
(It is pouring buckets here but I have a truck full of 7
people 7 hrs. away I love on their way
to see me and my family and that is way way more important than any rain or
sunshine).
