I have a slight feeling that my hunger for life is
wearing off..slightly.As I seem to have my hunger for starches and carbs back
in a big way!
There is a slight problem here though as I still have another week of this crap (minuses
Friday Saturdays and Sundays of course which would just be suicide).Can you
tell how committed I am to this lifestyle?
Why now? Why
these weird timelines I need to adhere too? A few factors:
1-Bathings suits soon
2-Cruise, Boston and March break added up to an extra
three lbs.
3-Most importantly annual with Dr next week and don’t want
her to give me a speech!!!! Plus her scale is
so off. Always makes me shorter and fatter than my own scale. I mean is she
trying to help people or depress them? Even my husband is two inches shorter
and 5 lbs. fatter on her dumb scales. Reality check needed for our own scale
are you wondering? Shut up ok! Ignorance is bliss.
So my hunger for life and all that jazz is wearing off as
I find myself looking at yet another salad with some protein on it I feel like
puking. Honestly give me a piece of cardboard and it would taste like the same
thing. Who wants to eat a PB sandwich rolled in a piece of lettuce anyways? Get a life!
What was I thinking last week when I said this was actually
bearable? I guess I was three weeks away from menstruation and not two weeks.
Or just in annoyingly good mood. Not anymore!
Ya well as it happens… it was “Cake Pop Extravaganza “yesterday
at work. Remember I told you how obsessed this place is with cupcakes-well hell
ya now they have moved onto my other favorite thing in life. Like I need this
in these two weeks eh? Can’t this company be a little less nice and fun pretty please?
Just let us work.
So anyways THANK GOD it was on Monday when I am not here
(although I shed a few silent tears about it in private) so just to have a little
treat I sent an email to 5 of my colleagues saying:
“If you like me even a little.. Please pick me up a cake
cop on Monday??” (I figured I could get five and eat one a day as a treat?)
One
(1). Yup. And it was nearly thrown at me the girl was so annoyed with me.
Can you tell my BFF’s at work are gone or sick? One
decided to have a baby and one decided to move to a foreign country almost at
the same time. What is this? My goodness people.
So ya my cakepop experience shows how much I am liked
around here I guess. Or maybe they are helping me out with my waistline too
which is even more depressing? Thank goodness today two people told me they
liked my shirt (which is see through-is this ok for work?) No boss is around
anyways to complain.
You can see my positive attitude and optimism is wavering…..this
is what you are getting today. This is
what lack of pasta and bread does over time to people. Have you every noticed
that very skinny people rarely smile..? They are all depressed I am imagining
and barely speak because if they do all that would come out of their mouths
would be:
“Give me some noodles and bagels dammit!”
Off to eat my vegetable stir-fry with spinach now and
then will treat myself to my own cakpop extravaganza of one stale cakpop in a
foam cup. Yay. Poor little pieces of healthy brown rice are not making it into
my stir-fry today. I actually feel sorry for them.
