I am worried..
I am worried about Beauty. This morning I woke up crying
about it as it has been going on for 5 weeks now and won’t go away. I am
worried.
Since our trip on the cruise for Easter 5.5 weeks ago she
has had health issues and it is all a big puzzle. Stomach aches, lots of
dizziness and missed 6 days of school. Disaster.
Her pattern is very very inconsistent. Perfect for 4 days
then very sick for one. Alternates between bad stomach aches, throwing up and
severe dizziness. She has missed parties, ice-cream, exams and shows at school.On the other hand when she is healthy she is perfect and
has done dance recitals, hip hop, volleyball tournaments, and bikes to school
almost daily.
A mystery. And the two doctors agree. Next week blood
tests and ultrasound begin…I hate this. I am away all 5 days next week for work
in the USA and I hate to be so far during this.
Today Beauty (and I) woke up in tears after another night
of sleeplessness, pain and worry. For the last couple of months I try to put
this out of my head, but this is getting crazy now. My daughter is starting to
really worry tooL
I want her better, NOW.
NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Another missed exam today, another cancellation of a Friday
night playdate she was looking forward too, another day spent on the comfy
couch at her Dad’s office.
Please let her be ok? I know in my heart she will be, but this waiting game is getting to
all of us. I just want confirmation that she is ok .
If you have any good thoughts, prayers and vibes to send
her…pls do? BBB a special one from you over there across the world unpacking? I
know when it comes to Beauty your thoughts and well wishes have loads of
impact.
Love,
A Worried Mom
