I don’t talk
about it much as it is one of these subjects that breaks my heart beyond repair
and so I keep a lot of it inside.
My Mom is not
well. Really really unwell. With so many things not well and going wrong that I
am not even going to write any of them on this blog.
Ailment after
aliment, diagnosis after diagnosis, illness after illness, pain after pain,
accident after accident, and worry after worry. In the last couple of years it
has really hit an all-time record high of hardness for my poor Mom although she
has been struggling with many issues for about a decade or longer now.
It completely
breaks my heart from every angle
And the worst
news is that I am not talking about an old woman here.I am talking about a 64 yr.
old beautiful, young, vibrant woman. Truly beautiful inside and out in every
way. A smart, wonderful, interesting, amazing person who should be living life
to the absolute fullest.
A series of
events this week broke my heart and hers….making it almost too much to bear. A series
of events I can’t even speak about at this moment in fear of just tearing apart
in two.
So I did what
I could do and went and bought these beautiful flowers…for a woman who I truly
love more than life itself and always have. These flowers remind me of the abundant
and bright life that I know rightfully belongs to her.
