Saturday, March 09, 2013

What is Different?



Moments of sun shining upon your cheeks as you look up toward the sky at a picnic table during two ski competitions

Noticing your kids across the waterpark noticing you noticing them

A walk to the beautiful stream without a picture

A long telephone conversation with your Mom curled up on your favorite cushy chair looking at the snowflakes falling

Listening to the kids and their conversations in the car and which girls and boy they like

Letting your mind wander to where it needs to go

Sleeping in until 9:55am.

Reading a great book as you wake up

Hardly a video or a picture-enjoying moments in the present tense

Going to the grocery store for that day's meal in particular

Blogging when you feel like it

Making time for family moments every day that create memories

Not being aware of what is going wrong or right in your friend’s lives

Making homemade soup and freezing some for your Mom’s upcoming surgery

Looking through Avon catalogues and ordering cheap lipsticks

Taking long showers and using your travel conditioners to remind you of the beach

Washing your hair to a silky shine everyday.

Taking time to figure out what is wrong –or right

Dreaming into the future

Accepting change and adapting well

Playing it by ear

Planning to sell your home in 10 years

Waiting for her slow smile

Reading his texts and laughing to you how cute they are

Dreaming of his future

Not knowing who your news boss will be

Not knowing if your bonus went into your account

Having no clue who sent you what dumb joke

Looking outside towards nature

Not knowing how much the renovations will cost

Not caring

Giving them this time for them

Giving you this time for you

Cherishing the beauty of not knowing and not caring

Carefully remaining in the dark

What is missing? Have you guessed me yet?

It is being on vacation at the cottage for a week and not checking business or personal email not even once until the very last day before it all ends and reality sets back it. For both of us. A pact. A promise we made and kept.

Hard, Difficult habit to break. It has been heavenly

Don’t worry reality waits around the corner ready to take hold of us again soon

Tonight is our last night to have not a worry in the world
We will soak in every last precious moment.